Hello my beloved readers,

I hope you are holding on to hope during this time of destabilizing waves. I know I have been away for quite some time (again) and it would be very irresponsible of me to blame it on the monster by the name COVID-19. However, I am still sorry that I detach myself from this dear community time and again. The problem is, I usually have a biting problem of inconsistency. It’s dangerous, I know,  and I also know that I am not the only one struggling to be the best of myself (this does not console me). My biggest comfort is found in that you guys are always here. We interact, yes, and some of us, like me a million times withdraw into our lonely cocoons and when we bounce back you’re still here.

I know you have moved on miles farther and i may not promise to catch up but this is where I express the best of my feelings through poetry. I would say a whole version of me is here, perhaps that is why I am always coming back. I love you guys. You give me hope, I find fulfillment here; in me and through every piece of your writings and art.

I am working on my consistency and it relieves to write this letter to you (feels like I’m in love haha) and now that this pandemic got me stuck with only my God to look up to, I’ll try kill the pen and let it bleed a little or much. Meanwhile, can someone please suggest for me a title to bleed about?